The prophet Isaiah would know just what you are feeling. In fact many of God’s servants experienced this. Think about Moses in the wilderness, Nehemiah at certain stages in building the Jerusalem wall, pretty much all the prophets, Jesus with his disciples, Paul in some of the churches he planted. But today I just want to focus on Isaiah. Just after God called him and sent him, the Lord said,
“Yes, go. But tell my people this: `You will hear my words, but you will not understand. You will see what I do, but you will not perceive its meaning.’ Harden the hearts of these people. Close their ears, and shut their eyes. That way, they will not see with their eyes, hear with their ears, understand with their hearts, and turn to me for healing” (Isaiah 6:9-10).
How would you feel if this was God’s instructions right after he called you? I think I would have responded exactly like Isaiah, “Lord, how long do I have to do this?” In fact, I’m giving myself way too much credit. More probably I would say, “Really? You want me to do what? Why in the world would you want me to drive people away from you?”
Most commentators say that neither God nor Isaiah deliberately made people blind or deaf to him or hardened their hearts, but that this would be the natural result of preaching the gospel to them. Interestingly, these two verses are quoted six times in the New Testament, referring to the ministries of Jesus and the apostles. This sense of defeat is nothing new! But what do we do about it?
First, let’s diagnose the issue. I believe there are at least two main reasons we get to this place where we feel like our ministry is failing. My next two blogs will discuss each separately. Here’s what we can learn from Isaiah about how to deal with failure:
- Isaiah responded to God’s call.
- Isaiah redefined success.